You know I love you right, mom? Yeah? Great!

Just fyi, I've been running this DA account for a while and I am not, I repeat, not used to you reading this. Not at all.
Which means the content of my journals/ranting and stuff are not "cencored" - it was never necessary up until now...(and now don't tell me that if everbody can read it, it's ok for you to read it too -) Because the people who read my stuff, which are few, don't know the people I am refering to and don't even have a hunch who I could mean?
And remember how I said that it's kinda embarassing to me - yeah that meter of embarassment might have sky rocket, as you told me that you read this crap because, you might have read my tumblr thing about crushes AND YOU ACTUALLY KNOW WHO I MEAN AND AND AND AND NO NUH UH NOT WHAT I WANTED TO ACHIEVE

So the next time you read my journals and shit, go ahead and tell me before you do it, so I can take out any information that is not suitable for people who have clues about my irl - kthxbye

I love you a lot, you know that - you're a gigantic cutie patootie and very dear to me. But I still can't talk about feelings, and on the internet it's kinda an anonym thing... And I know you read this. And you know me. And poof anonimity gone- It's not you- It's me being awkward

  _{I am never going to write another thing about my feelings/ what is going on in here, since my mom can read it wow thanks mom I am so embarassed jeez - I'll go die in a hole now}